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The Black Moth

by Creative Disturbance

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1.
Right from the start he was a disgusting slob… Wiping drool from his gob With his encrusted sleeve And you know, he has those darting eyes Every time a little girl walks by His head turns like one of those clown games AAAHHHHH! This filthy pervert, this fucked up freak This twisted old timer with his erotic dreams This wasted wanker, this geriatric This deranged drunk paedophilic prick KEEP YOUR HANDS TO YOURSELF Well listen Father while you parade your fake image Your tattered sheets can’t hide you anymore Expose the repugnance you wear in your smile And the nauseating stains on your mind If your hand deceives you- THEN CUT THEM OFF If your eyes deceive you- THEN PLUCK THEM OUT
2.
Do you see the dead lining the streets with their hands in their pockets? Walking skeletons dressed in skin reaching for their wallets With stomach acid burning throats and teeth all in decay They buy beauty in cosmetics and poison their face On eternal weight loss and wasting away Wasting away to skin and bones Wasting away to skin dressed bones And…They…Say…That…This…Is…Beauty Behind the painted on fakery you will find a tortured heart It's beating, it's beating … but it is riddled with scars Hands down the throat reaching for love Fingernail scratches from constant throwing up Self-inflicted reminders that they are never good enough This beauty game is tough, this beauty game is rough You need to buy more stuff to make your limbs become Masses of pulsating slough And…They…Say…That…This…Is…Beauty
3.
Fake 01:13
Roaches up to my ankles ROACHES UP TO MY ANCLES They crawl up my shin Try to burrow their tiny heads in to my skin Knock knock KNOCK KNOCK I won’t let you in Infect someone else with you fake christian grin INFECT- INSECT- INFECT- INSECT You can’t fish the splinters From beneath your fingernails And the blood of Christ won’t wash off IT WON’T WASH OFF So you spread it across your lips And paint on that smile That fake Christian smile
4.
The decrepit hollow shell of a man once sane with humanity Now an exoskeleton of sin and skin and inhumane thoughts and flesh Held together by a tissue of hope But you can see the regret and fear in the fold, pits and scars of his face Sad from the eternal come down that has eaten away his innards It’s the brood of thought that his parents have planted within him That have now cracked their shells And the larvae have eaten him empty from inside out Leaving only a single layer to hide behind Hollowed out by the fear imbedded in his mind His left hand grips onto the life he has left It’s in the shape of a little black book Hollowed out by the fear imbedded in his mind His left handgrips onto the life he has left It’s in the shape of a little black book He has the anorexic hands of a killer, long stretching fingers much like a pianist With protruding tendons and knuckles and every vein pumps his anxiety A verbal bulimic, swallowing phrases And spurting them out again in vomit speech Suggestion of contemporary living in phobia-faith Psalms from that life he grips onto That life in the form of a little black book with the golden trim
5.
I think my fever is getting worse I’m heating up Seductive dance in flames- it’s hot IT’S HOT My fingers licked and sucked Teased burnt and plucked True courage aint enough So I reach for the bottle In the gutter of love Eating insects my stomach churns I yearn and yearn Drown my nerves in liquid burn Erotically writhing fire Curves contort and thrust Ribs, hips and bust My heart burns with desire In the gutter of love Come closer/ COME CLOSER What does this look like to you? I’m just here trying to make friends I love you/ ILOVE YOU …I just don’t know it yet…
6.
Interlude 02:08
7.
Can you here that mongrel growling? Drool drips from its jaw This vicious bitch keeps on yapping And I don’t know hat for Its teeth have pierced my eardrums Its tearing at the flesh this brutal instinct causes me Such pain and distress I’m sure you’ll think my fear of dogs Is a little over the top But can someone tell me Will this malicious mongrel ever stop? BARKING/FUCKING BARKING
8.
I’ve been thinking (yeah I’ve been thinking) And that never a good thing when I’ve been thinking Bad thoughts will eventually come Spiralling up like an inspecting kite (UP! UP! UP!) Soaring up with their wide span wings To the clouds and then down again Feathers cocked back and a piercing fixed gaze This kite dives down CLAWS AT THE READY (left-right) He snatches up this rodent Drives his talons through the skin Through the skin and into the flesh AAAARRGGGHHHH! The rodent screams in pain BIRDS OF PREY I’m a truth teller… And sometimes I wish for the magpies to come To swoop down with their black and white feathered wings And demonic red eye The mafia of the skies Vicious family affairs Full of violence and bloodshed Feathers scattered through the air Blood spilt fucking everywhere These territorial-predatorial-terrors (…well there is truth in all lies…) AND THEY GO FOR YOUR EYES They will deprive you of sight Leave you tortured and afraid BIRDS OF PREY The vultures look down from their sky high Penthouse palaces of crystal Peering down at these crowded city streets of concrete and bitumen Eyeing of the slowly dying The withering To pick off the scraps left behind By a life of monotonous menial tasks Performed for minimal benefits While the vultures feast on the festering. They profit from decay BIRDS OF PREY
9.
Anti-Freind 02:29
I drown in isolation in this room of no sleep My pin and needles brain Numb festering anti-friend rotting from within My mind wastes away as time decays And these visions of past confidants Cerebral recollection or manifestations of the insane? But I can hear their incohesive whispers That greet me with contempt and distain WELL WHO NEEDS FRIENDS WHEN YOU’VE GOT LONELINESS Creating aural discomfort for no ears but my own My reflection can’t stand these painful squalls But I’ll keep screaming until my voice begins to bleed Through these bone dry plastered walls Scratching at the fretboard and tapping at the skins As if in some miasmic exposure My mind is going bonkers behind this ugly mug But I try to maintain my composure WELL WHO NEEDS FRIENDS WHEN YOU’VE GOT LONELINESS
10.
Fingers in the wound Knuckle deep in bloodshed Searching for my lucky pearl in a half dug grave of flesh My digits digging One drop of luck in this sea of crimson Dives deep within me I long to find that sinking slug But my hands are twitching And that makes it hard to dig this grave So I’m bound to death But I don’t want to die just yet So ill tear this noose from around my neck Ill tie it off around my leg And continue digging through Fingers in the wound The only love is in the flesh That little lucky pearl Tearing at the tissue and wading through the blood The desire for love is the cause of all this pain My fingers digging deeper in the only chance I got And to give up now would be my life I feel that shining pearl with my fingers end And fish it from beneath my skin I draw a smile on my sorrowful mug My bloodshed blues I pick up my pistol Pour some powder and shot And roll in my little pearl of luck I turn on my belly And take aim at my hunters head With one pull of the trigger… DEAD

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released May 4, 2018

Recorded, Mixed and Mastered 2013-2016 by Creative Disturbance and Jake Kelly.

All songs and artwork by Creative Disturbance

Special thanks to those who have provided support in this lonely venture, especially to Maddy and Jake for your constant love and feedback.

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Creative Disturbance - One mans lonely venture in music and Art. DIY Punk and Blues.

Circa 2010

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